god ok where to start i have so many mems big and small

we'll start w/ the fact that my canon was a crossover w/ the inFamous game series, so everything that happens in those games (the Good Karma routes) happened in my canon

Barry, Cisco, and I were in Empire City when the Ray Sphere initially went off, and were thus caught in the Quarantine (which happened about mid first week of January 2014, and lasted about a month)

I caught the Plague during the last week of Quarantine, and was in the hospital when the Empire Event occurred, and the 3 of us got powers

no Frost for me; if anything my powers functioned more like the comics, though under Conduit constraints

the 3 of us were in hiding during the years the D.U.P. was active. some of that time was spent with Team Arrow

Barry and I were engaged well before we got our powers, and when we were finally able to go home again, we got married (our original wedding date was supposed to be April 16, 2014)

Barry and I actually met late 2011. he made a horrible first impression spilling coffee on me ^^ but we started dating about 2 months later, so clearly he made up for it

the events of the show still happened, albeit not exactly as they do in the show due to our pasts

Barry and I had 2 daughters, Nora and Dawn Snow-Allen. Nora was conceived somewhere between late November and early December, so I would have been pregnant for the rest of season 1

some other tiny details

i dealt w/ anxiety and panic attacks

I was bi, Barry was pan, and Cisco was a nonbinary man

i dated some girls before i met Barry, but i never told my mother i was bi. it was actually Cisco who took me to my first pride event

i saw Cisco and Iris as basically siblings; Cisco like a little brother, and Iris like an older sister

i managed to get Barry into regularly wearing eyeliner (it was the best jsyk)

i eventually picked up boxing while we were hiding from the D.U.P.

i wasn't as ,,,, grumpy, i guess(?) as i was in source. i was simply frequently exasperated and a habitual pessimist

main reason for said pessimism? depression. i don't really know what else to say about it, but it was something i struggled pretty hard with

harohapi was actually a really good and helpful thing for me. i was less than enthused to be dragged into it in the beginning, but the band made my life so much better in the long run

i was 100% in love with kokoro tsurumaki. i will admit i didn't expect to fall head over heels, but it just sort of. happened. kokoro for #1 best gf

i don't remember if everyone actually knew i was michelle or not, but i kinda got used to it. it was a little annoying at times, but i got into the spirit of 'it makes things more fun' after a while.

for me, michelle was like a stage personality. i definitely used her as a form of escapism, a chance to be someone else for a while. it was nice.

my clearest memory: it was the middle of a performance, during the brief pause between songs. it was hot on stage and in the suit, and i just. distinctly remember kokoro turning from the mic to look at me and asking "are you thirsty, misaki?" she then proceeded to toss me her water bottle and distract the crowd while i pulled it into the suit so i could chug it

that was most likely the moment i learned kokoro was just acting like she didn't know i was michelle in order to make things more fun. she was a smart cookie

other things: my hair was longer, more like,,, rinko's hair length i'd say. also kokoro's eyes were blue. i think her dad was american or something. basically, i think he was white

also kasumi had freckles. like, a lot of them

my canon was pretty damn au

marina and i were practically personality-swapped, though not completely.

i was like, shy spunky, and marina was less reserved, with more open attitude

the octarians actually won the great turf war! so it was inklings that were driven underground

this also means that DJ Octavio and Cap'n Cuttlefish swapped roles. idk who swapped w/ the squid sisters tho, or if they were octolings.

also inkling (and maybe octarian, i don't really remember) gender was,,,, kinda fluid and abstract? idk exactly how to explain it, but like. i think by ocatarian standards i was pretty masc, but i considered myself more fem.

marina and i were just good friends, nothing more. sorry all

i'm also pretty damn confident dedf1sh was masc in my canon.

inkling language and octarian language were more or less the same language! they were more like 2 different dialects really, with associated accents

i also remember my ,,,, hair? tentacles? is there a term?? i remember it having a distinct weight to it, but not being too heavy. kinda like really thick wet hair, but maybe a tad heavier than that.